Tuesday, 17 January 2012
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One Sweet Day / Fantasy
By Mariah Carey, Boyz II Men
see relatedWhy so hard to say goodbye
It's so hard to say goodbye it's so hard to realize what even happened. I have imagined this many times as morbid as it sounds but I could never really truly imagine how it would feel. It's like a wound that won't heel. No matter what you do, it doesn't close. It just gets infected and infected and infected. It stays open.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cX6m1xNwmgY
Wednesday, 11 January 2012
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Currently
Todo Cambio
By Camila
see relatedwhy?
A veces me pregunto por que hemos de pasar por tanta mierda en esta vida?
Nunca me senti asi por una persona por una maldita persona por un hombre. Le odio tanto por tanto quererle y no me quiere a mi en el mismo sentido. Nunca queria dejar mis propios deseos para que este feliz otra persona.
I wish I could be there for her for more than just a phone call. I'm so sorry mi nena. Por que esto tuvo que pasar a ella? Tan jovencita no le puedo abrazar ni nada solo hablar. why didn't I call when I was there? I don't know know how she feels I'm not as young but I feel a lot of things and I have been ever since I found out.
Monday, 04 July 2011
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About a month later
Quien sabra que tu aparecerias en los suenos mios. un mes atras. Creia que se me curo todo de ti. Creia que encontre mi alivio de ti. Nunca me voy olvidar de ti pero si algun dia me voy a dejar de sentir este dolor para ti. un dia voy a repasar por mis recuerdos de ti y no me va a hacer dano. un dia ya no voy a querer marcharme o escaparme de mis pensamientos. un dia no me voy a querer huir de tu cara. un dia voy a poder mirarte y no doler. cuando sera este dia no se. espero que sea pronto.
una parte de mi quiere esconderse y seguir cayendose en el abismo de tristeza y dolor en que estoy ahora. y otra parte quiere andar descalzos por la playa y echarme por el mar y nadar hasta el infinito. Solo quiero la tranquilidad que me da el agua.
Tuesday, 21 June 2011
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How to recuperate from heartbreak?
I wonder how to get over a broken heart. How to get over it in a healthy way, and then one day learn to be able to trust again. How do you get to know someone without trust? How do you find out if someone's serious if you are constantly trying to test him, looking for something wrong. If you really want to find something wrong, won't you find it? Or if you don't won't the games push them away? It seems like a lose lose situation in this game called love. How are you supposed to just risk everything and not protect yourself...in the name of falling for someone else? I dont want to get hurt again. I feel like half of me wants to close myself up in a box and stay there, another part wants to run away and leave it all behind. But neither faces reality exactly. Always running or staying absolutely still, never owning up to what really upsets me. That I disappoint myself. Half of my heartache could be avoided if I had more willpower and didn't give into certain desires. I have to control my emotions and use my reigns to control things. I can't let myself go completely. But I always do. I could slow down. I need to slow down. Then I won't end up getting hurt as much.
Sunday, 08 May 2011
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Wanting what you can't have
Ever wanted something or someone that you can't have??
That's me right now. I guess that's been me.
Ever looked at a friend, and knowing you were just friends, you kept looking at them,
with this wanting need to be more than just friends?
Every time you get the opportunity to spend with them, you get to know them more
and you want them more and more.
But knowing that you are just friends and you cannot be more.
Damn!!!!!!!! Wanting what you can't have
NotTheAveragePsycho
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- Name: Shannon
- Birthday: 5/23/1989
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 1/14/2005
